A Collection of Poetry
I have been working on this collection for the past five years, hoping that it would turn into something, but the writing process has been taking a rather long time, now the book is complete, and I have moved it into the digital age and taking it to a blog format.
Hope you like it,
And if you are offend by anything, I really don't give a damn
Have a nice day.
2005-2010 Benjamin James
(via awkwardkidsforlife)
I opened a mask store.
Buy something!
It’s all I ask of you!
Well I am starting to write a book.
It’s called “My Life* In A Call Center (*life is only five years that was a complete waste of time)”.
let’s she how this goes.
Here….is where I want to be right now.(via preciousplatypus)
This is the next subject for a play I’m working on. Still haven’t had a performance or reading of Pennington Heights but that is another story.
I got the idea a few months ago. So someday I will finish the whole thing.
But today I write a post about because I need to vent about something. I have gotten really depressed lately. Mainly over money issues and because I can’t find a job that pays well. Now I’m working at a job that I simply cannot stand. I sat at my desk today and literally cried while I was talking to customers. They didn’t seem to know it but tears were rolling down my face. After five years I’ve had enough, enough of pretending to care about stupid problems, worrying about fucking average handle time, trying to say the right things per quality assurance standards. I’m over talking to faceless voices on a phone for up to nine fucking hours a day. This isn’t me. It never has. I have been lying to myself for five years just because I need money. I haven’t got to talk about theatre in five months. People say I don’t look happy but once you mention something about theatre, I light up. But my depression has overwhelmed me once again. It is clear no one will help me (a few people offered to help me edit my play so I could submit it to the fringe fest, as the date draws closer for to me submit it, no one has gotten back to me.) So I must do things on my own. Then I always get discouraged because I can’t get anywhere and I slip into a mistake. Like working in a call center. Now I feel stuck, like no jobs are calling me and I’ll never escape the vortex that is a call center.
So in conclusion, I’m depressed. There are few shinning lights in my life and people know who you are. But I can’t help but feel completely and utterly depressed.
I’m sure this will pass, but it can’t pass soon enough.
And the same thing can be said for all High school productions of Phantom! Since when was there a damn sword fight in the graveyard?? And those ugly ass costume….. The list goes on and on….Here’s a picture from a High School Production of Sweeney Todd. Pretty safe bet that these two kids were fucking. Happy Monday!
Maybe my skin is too thin, but I find something disturbing about the fact that Burton’s film keeps playing a very large role in costume design for amateur productions of Sweeney.
I agreeGPOY
At least I’m not alone.
Please write better music!!! Or just go away. I thought Friday was bad enough! Looks like the suck factory will keep turning out shit like this.Don’t Call It A Comeback of the Day: Infamous Internet chanteuse Rebecca Black returns with “Person of Interest” — her second aural assault since the inimitable hit single “Friday.”
“The basis of it is that it’s a love song but it’s not a love song,” she said in a recent interview. “It’s about almost teenage crushes — when you’re not in love yet but you really like a guy — which I’m really excited about because I don’t think there are too many out like that.”
Oh lord. Is it Friday yet?
[@mrb.]